Bad Fork

Society has created a fine line between loving a person and hating their sin. The gay issue is one of the best examples of this. Its hard if not impossible to be friends with someone when you’re against their lifestyle and you see where its taking them.

Well the same goes when you see someone you care about making the wrong choices because you know somewhere down that path they will get themselves hurt or worse, but only you can see it.

Acts 24:27 is about letting the popular decision over rule the right decision …

When everyone else supports a person in their choices then the one who does not suddenly becomes irrelevant and obsolete. So then the non supporter is on the outside of a situation looking in, and when it all goes to chaos he or she can only shake their heads because those people had fair warning, but didn’t listen.

Judges 8:23-27 is about allowing God to lead, but throwing your own ideas in the mix …

I have made poor choices both with and without fair warning. I am no better than anyone. I am my own worst critic. People say live and learn, but never actually learn, they continue going back to the same mistakes, the same wrong people, the same bad path.

Exodus 32:1-4 is about impatience and jumping on the first bad idea that comes to mind …

This is why in the two plus years I’ve been alone I have not gone back to the relationship cycle. I’ve said if I wont be with my wife and daughter again and God wants me to be with someone new, then He will have to make it happen. He knows what I need and who would be right …

Well this does not stop the devil from trying to prevent it. This is what I mean about living and learning. People have lost discernment and logic. Everything has to be made difficult. There are times when I question my discernment, however there are times I know I am not wrong about certain situations and I know Who the source was that provided such discernment.

The hardest thing a person can do is allow someone to screw up. Even if it comes years later. Its even more painful to watch when its personal. Some lessons should never be learned, because it leaves people in a bad place that they may never get out of …

Genesis 3:6 … Taking a path you were warned not to …

When God tries to put obstacles in front of your bad choices, do you walk around them or stop and rethink?

 

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So What Are We To Do

The church has forgotten that living for God is not always about celebrating and enjoyment.

Yes its said to be joyous even in times of trouble, but I doubt very highly that God actually expects someone to find joy in a destroyed marriage and a child growing up not knowing their father or the truth. These things are not His will. They are the works of devilry.

Praise and worship is to be done in spirit and in truth. Today’s congregations have more emotional experiences than spiritual, and they obviously are nowhere near being in the truth.

You cannot have true joy without first knowing anguish. Anguish of God’s pain, perhaps even the anguish of persecution. The days of a mist falling over a church service seem to be gone. There is very little, if any true Holy Ghost experiences anymore. Women standing at the alter in some kind of trance during the sermons is utter witchcraft. Men suddenly running around the sanctuary during service seem more bewitched than touched by God. I am not claiming that every case is the same. I am however telling you that all the chatter and “Preach it” and “tell it” and “that’s right” coming from the women is more problematic than helpful. It completely disrupts the possibilities of God’s spirit working. For that matter the men need to hush up too. Tho, what I see more and more are women whispering to each and their husbands or messing their children, and the men just sit there acting as if nothing is wrong with all this.

I would say that everyone needs to shut up and listen to the message, however the preacher is no longer in power, no longer has authority or control. They most times very likely work under the rule of Freemasonry, or even Feminism quietly manipulating the way a church is dealt with. Preachers have become like Obama. Nothing but entertainment and distraction from the real problems. Their job now is to just put on a good show.

So then what are we to do? Its hard to branch out and start your own ministry or fellowship of truth sharing people because you may be the one and only person in your congregation who has woken up. This has certainly made me an unwilling loner and has trapped me into blogging and preaching online. All the while being homeless greatly in part as a result of what I preach …

Which brings me back to the celebrating and having fun. There is no discernment anymore. We have lost the way. What few still make some connection with God are not finding the path to the truth. Or they are simply ignoring whatever God is doing that maybe eating away at them, trying to convict their heart and spirit. Many people are simply afraid to end up like I have. So they remain silent.

In some cases we are to be as a sheep in wolves clothing, to disguise ourselves. My mistake was not being patient with the things I discovered and not being discreet about. Satan will reveal truth to us if it serves his agenda. My wife was not ready for it, and he knew this. Honestly neither was I. It was just easier for me to accept because I had always suspected various things from a young age.

All this fuss and hype over gay unions, but where was the church when the pagan holidays were implemented? Where was the church when divorce became legalized? Where was the church when our own government spent the last 200 years creating false enemies and wars in order to spread tyranny, destroy other nations and steal their resources to sell it all back to us? The church has to be far more brainwashed than most of the rest of the country …

We only have ourselves to blame for the way this nation has fallen. For it is not the satanic rulers and wealthy families who will bring in the New World Order, it is us who have welcomed it with open arms …

The reality is that the only difference between many churches today and bars or nightclubs is the lack of alcohol …

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A Prayer

Lord forgive me. I have gone astray from Your precepts. I have not been in regular prayer, I have used Your name in vain, I have lost myself to this existence. I have become stale, stagnant, useless and without reason …

I’m tired of being on the outside looking in. However, I don’t necessarily want to be on the inside either. Not the inside of what I see. What I want, what I need is something all my own. Something that will sustain me with basic living comforts and allow me to help others in various ways …

I do not seek this for myself alone. I seek it for Your glory as well as for the souls of others. Too long I have carried this burned with no measure of accomplishment or reprieve. I feel stretched beyond limit like butter spread over too much bread …

I need You to break down whatever walls are keeping me imprisoned. Whatever bonds are holding me back. I need freedom. I need some control … and purpose.

I cannot carry on this way alone any longer. If I wont be saved by a redeemed marriage, then I need You to save me, give me companionship, stability, security and the chance to show I can do things right …

Obviously money is a great mover and shaker. Its good at getting things done for those who have genuine needs, but I know that not all things require money. I need position, status. Not fame or power necessarily. Only the ability to make things happen. Under Your watch and guidance with proper discernment of course …

This is my prayer

Forgiveness & Mercy

“And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.”

“For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.”

Matthew 6:12-15

And forgive us our debts: Sin is represented here under the notion of a debt, and as our sins are many, they are called debts. God made man that he might live to His glory, and gave him a law to walk by. A law which we blindly ignore and instead live under tyrant rule …

Forgive us: Man has nothing to pay. If his debts are not forgiven, they must stand charged against him forever. Forgiveness, therefore, must come from the free mercy of God in Christ and how strange is it we cannot have the old debt canceled without contracting a new one. The credit is transferred from Justice to Mercy.

While sinners we are in debt to infinite Justice but when pardoned, we are in debt to endless Mercy.

“As we forgive our debtors” It was a principle among the ancient Jews that no man should lie down in his bed without first forgiving those who had offended him.

Our Saviour says we should forgive even if the offense be committed seventy times seven times, Matthew 18:22. Tho we have forgotten that forgiveness MD toleration or acception are two different things.

For if ye forgive men… your heavenly Father will also forgive you. Our Lord makes it a condition of our obtaining forgiveness, that we shall have a merciful and forgiving spirit.

I wanted to carry this message into matters comparing man’s law and God’s law. Because man’s system of law allows for the occasional justice in order to maintain a certain illusion.

However I think I will leave this where it is and let everyone consider this; We have become a society and a church filled malice, anger and surely unforgiveness. We cannot dare to expect God’s mercy when we no longer offer it ourselves …