Gun Control For Dummies

I am so sick of TV and movies basing a person’s career type or social status on whether they should be carrying a gun. Or saying “buying a gun is not the answer” …

Over a hundred years ago most people had firearms either in their homes or on their hips and saddles, and there was a lot less killing because of it. Even to this day most murders don’t even involve guns. Neither do most felonies.

People seriously need to understand that 90℅ of gun control laws have nothing to do with getting guns off the streets. It’s about getting guns from average everyday citizens and taking away their ability to defend themselves. Whether against a common thug or so we can’t stand against the government when they eventually and finally come after everyone …

People also need to understand that the Constitution and the 2nd Amendment don’t mean a thing. It was written trojan horse to gain control over society and cause us to use the system’s own methods to fight the system, or to make us believe someone else is fighting for us in a fake political puppet show, and with the NWO military industrial complex … and that is why nothing improves …

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The Value Of A Man

I’m writing this because I’m so sick of the one sided, double standard, feminist witchcraft that has ruined the basic purpose of family …

A feminist thought would be that a man deserves home cooked meals when he works and pays the bills.

There was a time when that was true.

However, in modern times, a more accurate statement would be a man who handles his responsibilities no matter how much or how little money he makes and a true, loyal wife would still cook for him.

We live in a society where men are being tossed aside based on their monetary value and replaced with someone who might make money, but has no value in anything else …

A real man wouldn’t just allow himself to be the replacement or the homewrecker. He wouldn’t throw himself into a position of helping a woman take another man’s children away. Those kids are being raised in lies.

I responded to an article the other day about a pregnant woman trying to drive her van into the ocean with 3 other kids in the vehicle:

… I suppose she is blaming some man for that choice of action. I call bullshit on her mental capacity. This garbage is why I hate my ex’s having my kids. I know they’re not being raised right …

My God, my first son’s mother repeatedly threatened to throw him out a window, and after leaving me she didn’t care what the court ruling was on the custody matter, and she got away with it because I didn’t have money to fight her, but she is still taking my child support and I have not seen my son in 13 years …

My second son’s mother has a family of literal psychopaths raising him and she did nothing to prevent them from running off … Twice!

My first wife, who had little experience or exposure in the world, turned totally viscous and bitterly angry towards me after having my daughter then later left to a different man and abandoned me to be homeless. I had inadvertently become the stay at home dad when a friend got her a job, and I never pawned my daughter off on others to go do something else. Her own church even supported her actions and one man from that church who tried to help me, his wife was extremely ungodly and angry about it. Like a whipped man he submitted to her. Her uncle was a Methodist minister and his wife was a control freak witch of the first order. She had a lot to do with corrupted that innocent girl’s thinking …

My 2nd wife was a very angry woman. She actually threw a kitchen knife right passed her own daughter’s head one day … and all the women in her family are very mentally unstable and manipulative. They’ve destroyed the lives of their kid’s fathers as well. So now her kids have had 2 fathers wrongly taken away from them, and I was replaced by some scumbag devil’s puppet who likes to walk down the street rapping out loud …

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In my current position I’m severely embarrassed and miserable. I miss the kids. I miss the life I was building in that home, and I miss the responsibilities I had that made me feel like a man. Now I live over a bar with drunks and addicts and the police are constantly being called up here. I have 2 low paying jobs and my only other option is to take a months pay, go back down to Florida or head to California and homeless again …

So don’t tell about a man’s priorities when it’s the women who rob those men of of their dignity …

Wrong Ideals

During the 90’s there were these “Take Back The Night” rallies against rape and other violence from men. Certainly there is a serious matter to deal with here.

However, there are also so many men out there who’s lives are ruined by some girl’s bad choices or lies or because they’re the ones who are actually guilty of something while the men are the real victims.

In today’s society and in many marital situations we are riddled with dysfunction because of the total breakdown of what a home and family environment should be. Too many influences pulling everyone in so many directions and pushing us to the limits of our own ability to maintain a sense of sanity, of humanity and of reality.

We have allowed ourselves to be destroyed from within. Yes, we give too much power to government rule, but much of that started in the home, and even before the feminist movement after the war. Which was no accident. There was always an agenda …

Entertainment has been the greatest and easiest tool of use to twist and confuse the minds and hearts of millions. What with so much false history mixed with truth in film and music. Thousands of lies told by media and a puppet show for the politically brainwashed …

It keeps us all arguing and even defending the wrong ideals with misguided passion and unfocused eyes …

Freedom Is A Lie

I watch various shows that portray a lot of truth about what the governments are truly about. Recently was Nikita and Alias. These 2 programs reveal so much about what really happens right under our noses and the fake cover stories fed to the media. The worst part about it is that they finally give the heroes their due and make it look like the country actually has any freedom to protect, but in reality all they end up doing is making excuses for keeping the secrets in order to protect themselves from us …
Nikita surprised me, and was actually better than Alias, but the kinds of endings like these stories display are just fantasy. These people had to sell their souls to gain their freedom. It doesn’t work like that for everyone in real life. Trust me I know. The freedom to truly live is so far out of reach for most of us.
In the real world no one person or one group of people are succeeding in fighting for us. Whenever they make a dent, they’re shut down and a cover story is put in place to make them look like the enemies.
In the real world, a person who is declared an enemy of the state is most likely a friend to the people. I am not saying that every so named terrorist group out there is fighting for something besides themselves, but most of them are not wrong and most of them are standing against government rule, and with good reason to do so. They don’t use the fake methods like voting or protesting which were created by the system to try and change the system. They are trying to shut the system down. But because too many people are scared little sheep, these groups are never strong enough …
Governments are the terrorists, or are controlled by psychotic sociopaths who use our fear, money, distraction and the deception of the American dream to keep us under control, to prevent us from stopping them …
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I Got Nothin

“Now we exhort you, brethren, warn those who are unruly, comfort the fainthearted, uphold the weak, be patient with all.”

1 Thessalonians 5:14

The ministers of the gospel are described by their work, which is to serve and honor the Lord. It is their duty not only to give good counsel but also to warn the flock of dangers, and reprove for whatever may be wrong or improper.

The people should honor and love their ministers because their business is the welfare of men’s souls. And the people should be at peace among themselves, doing all they can to guard against any differences.

But love of peace must not make us wink at sin. The fearful and sorrowful spirits should be encouraged and a kind word may do much good.

We must bear and forbear. We must be long-suffering and keep down anger towards others.

… and then there is me. Who is always banished, abandoned and betrayed for my role in ministering or my attempts at doing so …

I have neither any real friends worldly or godly (except one man in Florida)

The only people whom I have ever known loyal love from are the kids, and they had no power or say in my removals from their lives, or for some of them, they have no knowledge that I even exist. So they live a life derived from lies and deception. Their mother’s souls and the souls of the children were my responsibility and I failed them all …

So now here I am living over a bar where nobody is going to listen to a word I have to say. Many people I know are aware that I should be in ministry, but that’s as far as their interest goes.

I’m hurting over the loved ones and the life I’ve been robbed of. Multiple trials, multiple train wrecks all finally have me at a stand still. I no longer what to or where to turn. Prayers and fasting didn’t preserve or save my livelihood here. The place where I finally accepted and believed in my role for God …

Now, I got nothin… I’m beaten.

Savin Me

Well it took 40 years but I finally said ” F my life” … I just lost a chance at a 2nd job because I don’t have a license. I wouldn’t need to drive, only move vehicles around. Even if I could get to the dmv, and even if I could practice driving, I would never pass a driver’s test in city traffic …

You know, a man never needed a license to drive a horse and wagon, and he didn’t need to be a slave to money for a women to stay loyal. He could work and provide off the land.

Now I am so sick of meat and cheese sandwiches, but I can’t afford much else and I have no reason to cook, nor any desire to use a shared kitchen …

Gets pretty old people telling me how to deal with my situations and circumstances when I’ve tried those tricks and methods multiple times and I have still gotten nowhere.
 
Someone said “why not be part of the solution?” … that’s what ALWAYS got me in trouble! In churches, at work, etc. It always got me condemned …
 
I wasn’t meant to live like this, nor was I meant to live in times like these. I have no doubt I would have a good life if I existed centuries ago. I say this because people could live off the land freely, farming, hunting, fishing and so on. Or even being a drifter was not always such a bad way to live either.
 
People simply can’t accept that a life like mine could exist. They can’t except that no one really has control over their circumstances. Things can go from good to bad overnight, and I have been thru multiple train wrecks. No matter how I tried I couldn’t stop the train from flying off the tracks.
 
My own personal failures and bad choices or behaviors may have impacted a lot of things, but most of my problems have been directly caused by other people …
 
Two years of homeless struggle, personal suffering and prayer landed me in the most amazing circumstances I could have ever had with a family and what was supposed to be a family ministry, then recently prayer did not stop the current train wreck I am now in…
So here I am again in a struggle of overwhelming loss and chest pain heartache. Not seeking another replacement life or family, but experience has taught me not to expect redemption either. Tho, my morning job takes me passed the home, and I still whisper prayers because that splitting thread is all I have to hold me up …
My not so well known ministry has gone completely inactive, and I haven’t shaved in months. I’m living over a bar … which is such an irony because the woman who put me into these circumstances use to boast about how she prayed for some bars to close and they did. Now she is drinking with the devil that’s in my home, living my life …
Even if I made good money and could help people the way I want, it would only pay for more distractions from all the emotional issues I cannot deal with. I just don’t know what to do anymore … so I’m doing nothing because that is all that’s left of me, nothing …
My time doesn’t run out, it just drags on …
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I really don’t know what I’m more angry about anymore. That she is teaching her daughter how to be a lying harlot and robbed her of a second father, or that I have once again been robbed of a life, perhaps the best one I ever lived before things began falling apart. Or at myself for screwing up too many times instead of being the stronger person. Or perhaps its more fear now. Fear that I will be living like this for the rest of my years …
 
Because I keep saying it. I do not want another replacement family, or replacement daughter or dog or whoever. I don’t want another replacement life. God brought me here to be this families leader and minister. Yes I failed for my part, but I spent my last several months praying and still sharing The Word. All for the sake and purpose of restoring that home to what we once started to be.
 
All that wasted energy. All the time crying in secret prayer, even at the altar. All the fight I put into it. Especially getting Grace back in the Bible and praying with me … Just for the devil to keep getting a stronger hold on the home and be allowed to remove me as a threat to his goals.
 
I will never understand or accept why God would allow this … why He is still allowing it. It has caused me to lose heart. I merely read a few verses a day now and make weak attempts at prayer out of habit, out of going thru the motions. I am wasting away accomplishing nothing, watching movies on the laptop all day. Because I simply do not know what else to do with myself.
 
I had a life in that home. Things and people I cared about and projects and tasks and animals to tend to. All of that has been stolen from me and some devils puppet is reaping what I sowed! Another daughter is growing up with lies about me. And two brothers who’s relationship with me dwindled because of video games and computers …
 
And their mother who took no accountability or responsibility for her part in this ruination and going against Gods plan. Who spoke only lies about me during my last weeks in that home.
 
Who forgot everything God meant us for …
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