Jews And Gentiles

“Then Jesus went out from there and departed to the region of Tyre and Sidon. And behold, a woman of Canaan came from that region and cried out to Him, saying, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! My daughter is severely demon-possessed.” But He answered her not a word. And His disciples came and urged Him, saying, “Send her away, for she cries out after us.”

“But He answered and said, “I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” Then she came and worshiped Him, saying, “Lord, help me!” But He answered and said, “It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the little dogs.” And she said, “Yes, Lord, yet even the little dogs eat the crumbs which fall from their masters’ table.”

“Then Jesus answered and said to her, “O woman, great is your faith! Let it be to you as you desire.” And her daughter was healed from that very hour.”

Matthew 15:21-28

This is why society is overrun and manipulated by Zionism. The Jewish, like any culture or religion, is split. Hollywood, Sports (NBA), Holocaust propaganda … all controlled by the combined forces of Zionists, Freemasons, etc …

Their ungodly arrogance sourced from this test of someone’s faith …

“But He answered her not a word” This was done to test her faith, and that there might be exhibited to the apostles an example of the effect of persevering supplication.

The result shows that it was not unwillingness to aid her, or neglect of her. It was proper that the strength of her faith should be fully tried.

“But He answered and said, I am not sent” … This answer was made to the woman, not to the disciples.

The “lost sheep of the house of Israel” were the Jews. He came first to them. He came as their expected Messiah. He came to preach the gospel Himself to the Jews.

Afterward it was preached to the Gentiles, but the ministry of Jesus was confined almost entirely to the Jews.

“The children’s bread” The salvation provided for the Jews, who were termed the children of the kingdom. And cast it to the little dogs – to the curs; such the Gentiles were reputed by the Jewish people, and our Lord uses that form of speech which was common among his countrymen.

What terrible repulses right?! And yet she still perseveres and pursues His grace.

And she said, Truth, Lord … What you say is true.

Let the Jews have the chief benefit of thy ministry; but the dogs beneath the table eat the crumbs. “So let me be regarded as a dog, a pagan, as unworthy of everything. Yet grant one exertion of that almighty power displayed so signally among the Jews, and heal the despised daughter of a despised heathen mother.”

Great is thy faith, that is, thy trust, confidence.

The word here seems to include, also, the humility and perseverance manifested in pressing her suit. The daughter was healed then. Going home, she found her well and composed, Mark 7:30.

Of all graces, faith honors Christ most; therefore of all graces Christ honors faith most. However, this individual’s faith was shown by her actions …

What have you done (in truth and spirit) for God today? Or do live as the arrogant Jews an Gentile Pharisees?

I’m Not Rich Because I’m Not Greedy Enough

Last night the locally owned Starbucks was closing up early because of slow business. When I left I saw a huge group of girls coming by and wanted to suggest they go there because the staff seemed bummed out about losing hours. I didn’t, but I wish I had the kind of money where I could have just handed that group a 100$ to go in and keep them open so they wouldn’t lose pay. Of course I could have left a sizable tip just the same …

This is why I’m not rich, because I’m not greedy enough. People think they are not greedy even when they have money in the bank or saved up somewhere. They think they’re not greedy because they work hard to pay bills or to cover the cost of things they don’t even need. Especially bad, addictive habits. For that matter most bills are just another control and slavery mechanism to keep people more concerned about frivolous things while the rich Elite families stay rich and in power …

You can heat a house without using the electricity or gas. Water should not be a utility bill, apartments are “owned” most generally by the same types of greedy people. It’s a vicious cycle …

There are so many other tools and luxuries that could be open provisions if we didn’t allow governments and corporations to control and regulate everything.

Saving up money for things like sending your kids to college only makes you a financial slave and part of the problem. College is a scam. Unless you go for a specific type of trade, you’re most likely going to spend more years working in retail or fast food and paying off more made up debt right back into the same system that’s enslaves you.

Don’t even get me started on medical careers and social work. Those jobs are needed because the problems are created, maintained and keep us sick and needy by the same tyrants they work for!

There is literally nothing we do in this world to benefit ourselves that is not somehow benefiting them a lot more …

Ignoring Gods Law, Respecting Man’s

Many of you don’t think something like hair is a big deal …

This young lady at a Starbucks cut off her hair and has it short, hanging around her ears, poofing out from under her hat, it looks awful, but every regular female customer coming thru is telling her they love it. Even the ones with long hair …

Whether you want to use Bible against it or not, its unnatural. I see little children, girls, with hair so short they look like boys running around in a dress. With kids I’d say it’s usually the parents own selfishness wanting to make their child look the way they want, even when the child doesn’t want to cut their hair or get piercings. And I’ll tell you something. Piercing your kid’s ears is child abuse!

Anyway, I have similar struggle with long hair on men. Sometimes I like how it looks. I had long hair myself many years ago. My human side still misses it. However, I know I’m never going to grow it out again.

The fact is you don’t need to feel conviction for every individual portion of godly living or standards, your conviction should lie in living for God by God’s word.

Even when it’s inconvenient …

I mean, many of man’s laws are very inconvenient and you may complain about them, but you still comply, whether it’s wrong or right. We pay taxes, we pay for utilities and buy water, we let them rule by intimidation, we allow them to run every aspect of our lives without thinking anything of it, but when something in Gods word comes up …

“Oh we don’t have to do that!”

So then it becomes about our attitude towards God more than about the issue itself. That is why the church has been pulled so far from truth. We conform more to the opposing forces of worldly unrighteousness and we rebel against holiness and moral righteousness …

This is about more than hair. It’s our own blindness, our own arrogance and feeling of self entitlement that has us lost in so many ways.

Persecution (Personal)


Christ warned us that no persecution we could suffer would be worse than what He suffered. Really?

Christ was put to death after torture. I’m certainly minimizing that. I’m just saying that unless He went thru some accounts we have been uninformed about, He didn’t live day after day haunted by having children growing up with out Him. He didn’t deal with knowing His wife was an adulterer and living a lie. He wasn’t alone all of the time. His mother didn’t abandon Him, He had friends always loyal to Him.

Not to mention there really wasn’t any such thing as homelessness as we know it back then. People were free to travel, hunt, gather, fish and camp where ever they felt like stopping. Without ever spending a dime!

People like to say that God never changed, times and people changed. Fine, but that doesn’t help me live the way a man has the natural born right to live. That doesn’t improve my circumstances any.

You also have to realize that Jesus was already predestined to be raised and brought back to Heaven. I go thru each day scared I won’t make it because of how all this has affected me and my spiritual walk.

It’s become so easy for me to see the other side that the nonbelievers carry on about, and I completely understand why they feel the way they do.

My frustration is this, that I hold God to His own standards, and I am not wrong to do that. Yet, He does nothing more than sustain me, leave me to worry and stress over everything. He does nothing to change my situation or give me a secure opportunity to change things.

I mean the economic state should not have any impact of God employing me with something secure right?

He continues allowing my daughter to live this lie her adulteress mother is dragging her thru. NOTHING justifies that. If He is working on my wife she is rebelling pretty strong.

I don’t care about Job or anyone in the Bible. I’m not them. I don’t live in a free land where I can survive self sufficiently. I don’t have the resources or ability to obtain those privileges. Nor do I have any desire to appear, act or belittle myself the way all these others do in this lifestyle.

A lifestyle many of them choose to live and be irresponsible drunks and drug addicts. I don’t affiliate with them. I don’t talk to most of them and I sure don’t want most of them around me. Smelling, wearing the same clothes everyday, many are mentally unstable.

I’ve said it before, some would say “you have an opportunity to witness” … These people don’t care. Most of them already know. This is not like when Jesus witness to criminals. These people are not interested in changing.

I set an example by being as much of a nonconformist as possible. By holding up certain morals. However, if anything some of them would just say I think I’m better than them. I might be to some measure, but I don’t believe myself to be much of anything. It’s a lot of stress maintaining my moral standards and keeping my composure right now.

This is an emotional Hell, a prison without bars that I cannot escape. My spirit is dead. My faith is gone, and yet I still somehow believe that God can turn that all around in one fell swoop.

I wouldn’t wish my circumstances on any man. To go thru what I am without purpose, with no ties, nobody loving me or for me to love. My daughter was the last person I knew love from. When she started forgetting me I felt it. I’ve been dead ever since.

This week is Cassidy’s 3rd birthday, and she is celebrating with liars and Pharisees. Don’t even pretend you have any freaking clue what I’m feeling …

God has the power to do much more than He has been. I don’t know what else He wants from me. I have nothing left to give …

Not even death would be a release because I don’t know where I’d end up. I don’t know what scares me more. Where death would send me, or living the rest of my life alone and abandoned by the only person who you’re never supposed to be betrayed by …

Pact With Evil

“Sometimes you have to make a pact with evil to accomplish good”

This seems to have become the basic motto for today’s church. Except they are not accomplishing any good after having brought so much worldliness, paganism, materialism, idolatry, and self entitlement into the church …

Everything from entertainment to seemingly simple things like nursery rhymes have infiltrates the minds of society for many decades.

Such things as Clowns and nursery rhymes are rooted from the same evils as the holidays. Most of the rhymes are watered down scary stories or pagan ritual songs. “Cradle will fall” only makes me think of abortion. “Ring around the rosie” is a song of death or sacrifice, perhaps even of children. It’s been suggested as referring to the Black Plague …

Many try to claim that these songs do not mean anything evil. All you have to do is listen to the words. No matter where they originated, they are evil lyrics!

The Bible states many Scripture against encouraging evil spirits. The church more than society has lost discernment and therefore have lost the way and forgotten the truth …

Pagan Christianity

Murican Pride Is Our Downfall

I find that calling the Native Tribe Nations “Native Americans” or “Indians” to be insulting.

I live in poverty and I see what most Americans are. I’m insulted to be American …

Even the Confederate armies were insulted to be called Americans. The people of the Confederacy did not want to stop. The whole war was a hoax. And I bet that if slavery was not a factor that they could have won. It’s an irony that slavery was the one thing which made them a tyranny trying to break away from another tyranny …

America was and is still created, designed and built around greed, slavery, mass murder, theft and control by deception as well as force.

This is what you support when you wave a flag and call your self a patriot …